Not your fault. And btw, I'm still a teenager, so I don't know everything I'm talking about, but I have a good idea. Our country barely teaches us how our government works, so I don't comprehend how others see our government. There are clear issues, I admit with Trump, I was reluctant to support him, but he was my last option. I'm more concerned about how rioters, protestors, and liberal-biased news media coverage makes our country look. I fully understand your concern, and many of my friends are liberals, so I try not to talk about it in real life, so I let off steam here because this site is mainly conservative, with a few exceptions. I want to apologize if I sounded aggressive, and I feel bad for your family. Hope you feel better soon :)