Oh God! But, I will say this, that person I was back then no longer exists, thankfully. I am way, way more laid back, more conservative on many levels. More introspective, I like to think about things, decisions, etc. before I act on them, I still can make educated decisions/guesses on e fly! I wasn't much of a people person until after I "Systematically removed people from the situation at hand" that I started to become more social! Imagine that? I glad that person has become someone better, at least a little bit! Lol:)