Yes. Perky on the outside, crying on the inside. I'm so used to faking it, I can't even act sad when I want to. I wanna say "f**k off" but what comes out of my mouth is along the lines of "have the best day ever"
I'm asked how I'm doing. I wanna say "I'm wallowing in a pit of despair" what I say is "I'm absolutely terrific"