It's gotten that bad.

There is help....

And laughter can help, as well

And medicine

I actually take a low dosage of Zoloft before bed

No, but I too take a "low" dose.

The Zoloft is okay, I guess, but it doesn't help enough. I really need to get out of the apartment more often. However, I have no car. I helped my ex girl buy one and my mother. Now I am stranded in a housing village where the buses no longer run. I'm not even kidding! Grrr.

Well, I guess I can be glad to have a car and a home (that we can't afford). I'd tell you to walk, but I personally hate walking. :)

There is always a better option! Hugs my friend!