It wasn't one thing. The more I tried to find a reason for an entity the more I kept coming up with the same conclusion that it's to get as many people as possible with the same mind set. Much like programming. Eliminating free thought. If you really separate yourself from religion and examine the faithful you will see they can't do anything without approval from the religion or they suffer guilt, shame, expulsion, criticism, violence, death.
As for an existing entity I came to the conclusion that something exists. I just don't believe it's the scripture. It is written by man, about man, for man and full of chauvinistic behavior and entitlement. No God would want one to have domain over another when they were all created equally.