I got rid of so much crap in my life like a worthless wife and many material things. Moved to the beach and now I spend my time in a small apartment with a dog and just the things I need to survive. I can buy stuff but why? The best part of my life is sitting in the back yard in the morning with a cup of coffee and my dog. Just watching the blue sky and birds. Get rid of the material things and shit people in your life then you can relax.