void on his way to make ANOTHER alt and drag his "drama" instead of just staying away from msmg

Whats the matter? Im having fun

its a nothingburger

Anything to make myself feel better about deleting my acc
Also i wanna become hated for once
And i have no purpose being in here anymore, i just want to have a little bit fun

welcome back

Hi

This isnt making you feel better, and you know it. Youre doing this because you dont have anything else to do.

Youre acting like all of this is "completely justified" and you think all of this has substance.

But the truth is that the substance has been gone for a while.

The only reason why your nothingburger of a "drama" is still going on is because you're dragging it and using it as an excuse to stay on here Because you have nothing going on in your life.

My ego is bigger than a supernova
Also im well aware of what you listed but everytime people hate on me it encourages me to return
Tell the stream to stop hating on me and maybe persuade me off this site. Bullying cant do shit because it just turns me on

They hate on you because youre making them do it. It's a cycle you keep repeating. Nobody ever talks about you except when you make another alt. Im not telling shit to anybody, and im not telling you to log out or anything. That's your problem.

I lost my main and now i have no purpose
I believe too much in myself, I believe that im a great user without all this asshole nonsense.
But i cant change, the damage is already done, i know i did this myself and i know i crashed out by spamming the stream with slurs before deleting (tmbr and lace weren’t crashouts since i had them planned from the beginning) maybe if im praised by people i’ll stop feeling so prideful.
Back then i hated myself but everyone loved me and now its the other way around. Im too egoistic to leave

Youre framing helplessness as egotistism. Youre not prideful, you just dont have the will to change. Its not like youre toady where shes literally irreparable because she literally did a crime, you hard-wired your mind into thinking you can't change because you fell too deep into a hole and convinced yourself you couldn't get out. That's why you think you can't change. I used to be like that just last spring dawg. That's why youre still continuing the cycle. You've tricked yourself into being unable to change when youve quite literally had MANY chances to change, but you never took them, and thats why youve been hated. You absolutely have the change to change now, its your choice if you want to take it. If you dont take it and stay in the same unhealthy mindset youre in now, you'll continue the cycle. If you do take it, you can improve like i did since the summer. you could quite literally fix your reputation, or you could take a break. Im not telling you which one you should take, just know you have 2 options.

I can redeem myself at any time but i like being hated for some reason, maybe i need an acc to post in msmg to make myself feel better. I cant bring myself to do horrible stuff so why bother? Every time im hated it makes me want to bait people again, i think i need to talk to some kf the users in here (especially cheze because i was tormenting him for a while) and maybe we’ll figure something out

I can help you get your reputation back. You just need to stick to 1 account ok?

Before you say no it aint mine

You figured it all out, i was not prideful i was envious of everyone in both irl and the internet, i just never came to admit it because ill look weak. I know i can change, i just didnt want too, this gives me attention and ive been wanting to be labeled as something negative. I want to be flawed, to be hated, i want bad attention. Its been like this since i started living.
I wanted to fry my rep by “posting gore” and “doxxing” dr somewhere (I couldn’t bring myself to do either, i lied about wanting to link gore and the ip address i showed in the msmg group chat was my vpn address) i feel like im too soft, i want to be a f**ked up person but also unable to do bad things because i grew out of that phase of posting gore and calling it bait.

So basically Blue but worse

You dont have to be a shitty person to be flawed dude. Everyone has flaws.

tf you mean Bullying turns you on

Youre not helping. Don't reply to him.

Didn't you just reply to him

Yeah, because im actually trying to explain to him what hes doing. Youre just egging him on

Doesn't that also classify as giving him attention

I didnt say I didnt want people to give him attention. I said youre egging him by making replies like that.

If it calms you down, I'll stop replying okay?

Not even angry but ok

Aren't you already hated?

That was fast

Okay cool delete you acc

It baffles me how ppl enjoy this tbh