Welp. Been procrastinating talking bout this cuz I feel like an ass for leaving the discord with a shitty reasoning, but honestly I feel good enough to talk about my piss poor experience with what I now know was undiagnosed autism and severe detachment issues. Long story short I got my therapist to evaluate me and yeah I’m on the low end of the autism spectrum which explains my behaviors and my who mental state being volatile and I’m ready to make some changes, honestly feel better now that I’m diagnosed and not just thinking I am