My endgoal for this site was top 10 on the leaderboard, but it seems impossible as I haven't gotten even 1 million yet and it's been a year and a half on this site. And the top 10 has 11 MILLION points.
Also I think me staying here is a coincidence. I was so hated for being... "Different" when I just joined and if I didn't ignore all that I think I'd just quit the site overall