GORDON FREEMAN WHEN HE KILLED THE NIHILANTH, TOOK DOWN THE CITADEL AND KILLED THOUSANDS OF COMBINE SOLDIERS AND XENIEN LIFEFORMS, JUST FOR ELI TO DIE AND ALYX TO BE TAKEN WHILE HIS BEST FRIEND IS PROBABLY IN ANOTHER COUNTRY TRYING TO PROTECT PEOPLE AND THE PEOPLE WHO COULD BE HIS ONLY ALLIES ARE EITHER STUCK IN "HOLDING" OR NOT HELPING HIM BECAUSE THEY DON'T KNOW HE EXISTS: