I dunno.
Is it a bad thing?
for me to begin trying to justify myself over something I've already pretty much forgotten?
Either way, I ain't gonna try to argue over why I feel the way I do.
I already spend a good deal of my life like that, social media is where I'm supposed to be able to alter what I "feel," perhaps to the point where my internet life is a lie.
Don't get me wrong, I don't just lie about how I feel all the time, mostly just irl.
Besides that, my main compassion is to make others feel better about themselves, which is often why I act stupid around social media, so that people will see there are far more pathetic people than themselves,
I dunno anymore,
Interpret this however you want, I guess,
If you read it, that is.