My Genuine Response

i will slap your a**

> Doesn’t even know where I am
Ok 😂

Ok, let me explain, yes, you are correct on me have undiagnosed dyslexia, a learning disorder that causes me to have issues reading words, I sometimes even almost skip words because of it. This subjects to me having a "reading disability" connecting to my "Learning disability". It's not in it's most major case but it's becoming major, it's one of the things probably related to my Autism.

So, these raids are both coping tools and boredom cures to me, I hide under fake identities because I am afraid no one would like me generally for being myself, no, not the raiding, fake disguises and rude words, other stuff like my works or what I say about myself. You might be right, I might have a raiding fetish.

A fetish is a sexual love for things. So I might be sexually appealed to raiding, and that's a bad thing that can lead myself to suicide.

I've been trying to get into help via programs that'll get my brain to stop being disrealized and maybe stop my raiding.

You can memechat and we can talk more about it.

“It’s one of the things probably related to my autism”
Although there may be a correlation between dyslexia and autism, these conditions are distinct and not closely related. In contrast to dyslexia, which obviously is a learning disability that refers to a range of difficulties with the learning process, autism is actually a developmental disease.

“These raids are both coping tools and boredom cures to me”
💀

“I hide under fake identities because I am afraid no one would like me generally for being myself”
I mean at this rate that’s most definitely the case no matter what

Autism is still a disorder.

The last sentence, what did you mean?

What I meant is due to the amount of raids you’ve done I’m afraid people will just not give a shit about you anymore no matter what you do and what you catfish as

I feel like a mistake, a reject, a, outcast.

I mean you did somehow drag yourself here so I don’t see why you wouldn’t say that

How to fix it, or at least, make it better?

“Cease by choice or die by consequence.”

“That’s your bio, don’t understand”

What should I do.

How long will it be until your potential suicide depends on how often you raid.

You should know what I know about you. You were the one who interacted with me the most 🙃

You never did

How? Any way.

You should know what you do other than raiding 🙃

What do you know about me?

And how long if I keep going

Anything that doesn’t relate to raiding in any way.

Suicide by your own hands, obviously.

Like, how. (Suicide)

What do I do for a living other than raid?

L we can memechat

“Die as a consequence” as in commit suicide due to your cycle you’re too lazy to cut off.

And do what exactly? Simply stop raiding.

WHAT DO I DO INSTEAD RAIDS?!?

Suicide by what?

What I meant is you have 2 choices: you can stop the bullshit you’re doing and regain your sanity, or keep it up and die as a consequence.

What you should do is simply stop.

Die as a consequence what?!

And do what?

Umm?