what if i enjoy being single and being in a relationship and maintaining it would result in nightly mental breakdowns, even less sleep, and being teased by my parents to the point where it makes me feel stupid for liking someone? at least if have someone to hug lol. wait but i could just hug friends. THere are no upsides to being in a relationship right now. i shall pine from afar. he probably thinks im annoying anyways lmao