Can't you think of something fun to do? Watching tv, or a movie, playing a game, listening to music, art, or to meme? you do have lots of choices. By the way what happened to Dancer?
I'm sorry to hear that is she going to come back? Math can be kind of boring. I remember when I had a tutor because I was so far ahead of my class in math, she used to teach me how to do it and then show me shortcuts. :)
But I am glad to hear you are not bored anymore.
That means I help the community I live in speak out against things that our city government wants to do but the residents don't want.
I also seem to be good at giving different perspectives.
Does that help?
For some reason I question if the dirty mind is perv's fault...but I know you still miss him. And to hold on to something until he comes back like a phrase allows you to keep his spirit alive until he returns. You'll be fine. :)