I have an accepting view of life, for the most part. You have done a lot of thinking and arrived at a conclusion. I respect your decision... anyone's as long as it doesn't force me to break a code taught to Western Civilization by the humanitarian teaching of the 10 Commandments, such as theft, murder, etc. Most everyone has a little envy. I envy Robin Williams his facility in Comedy. America is all about believing what the F--K you want so long as it doesn't hurt another. The Europeans didn't want the moralistic Puritan Pilgrims up in their face so they sent 'em here. We owe religion a lot when you think of it that way. Damn! I'm glad and proud that I was lucky enough to be born here! I don't know who else to thank... but God. I see a pretty girl. I say, "Thank You, God." Who knows!?