n. simultaneous and contradictory attitudes or feelings (as attraction and repulsion) toward an object, person, or action

I got wounded and rode in one of them ambivalances once,... the praymadic was real pretty....
got me all fixed up!

Awesome gj

just something i found online. didn't feature the first time, so i had to repost my repost ;) i did add the ambivalence. thats new :P