You made it all up, didn't you? What was it? A plea for attention? Trying so desperately to make the world notice you? Some childish attempt to feel special? Or are you just looking for an excuse for the fact that you're a lazy, unlikable waste of air? Paranoia. It's a big word, isn't it? A big excuse. Because here's the interesting thing. You are completely sane and rational. Everyone legitimately does hate you. It's not your brain making up lies. Don't be stupid. No, you're just a horribly unpleasant person to be around. You make people uncomfortable. You never say the right thing. You somehow always manage to smell bad. No wonder people talk about you behind your back. Even I hate you, and I'm responsible for your treatment. Isn't that funny?
