What type of Yuri and Yaoi do you watch maybe you've been watching the wrong ones? I could recommend you some good ones, it's genuinely as good as other peak romance
Understandable, people for some reason have a fetish for gay people, i would recommend I'm in Love with the Villainess (my first Yuri), Bloom Into You, Sweet Blue Flowers, Sasameki Koto, and maybe this monster wants to eat me
I do not lust, enjoying romance is not a lustful thing, romance is A Divine Gift to Celebrate, to enjoy romance is to enjoy God's gift. God has given us both love and the power to love, so why must we not enjoy what was given to us?