i need to tell you guys something. im currently in the hospital, and am only here if i have my brightness on max low so i dont hurt my head, and also to prevent myself from having a panic attack. my head feels like its being axed, most of my body hurts, im super tired, among other things. im sorry i hid this for afew days, i didnt think you guys would believe me. i dont feel like im getting better, id be lying if i said i was going to be okay for sure. i dont know whats going to happen, so i'll try my best to keep you guys updated. if i completely stop posting, you know why.