My trust issues. I not only don't trust other people, but I don't even trust myself. Everything I ever say and do feels like I'm lying to myself and everyone around me. And it has for years.
My anhedonia. I feel very much like a robot at all times. Most emotions are either not there or extremely dull. It makes it hard to feel connected to the world, and it makes it harder to heal from things in the past. I feel very disconnected from everybody I talk to. I'm good at comforting people, I can pretend to be affected by things, but I'm usually not. It's very isolating.
