Alternate Response to The Attack on Baton Rouge Part 2 (Right atcha, monkey!)

i get the impression you didnt like that

You're putting it way too mildly

you want to hang me by my entrails and parade my corpse throughout the city?

and besides baton rouge is already over i was just exploring what wouldve happened if i'd been allowed to do my version xd

then theres why YOU BOTHERED TO RESPOND AT ALL TO THIS

im not even mad nor disappointed, i thought you let it go, and i technically did too, i just felt like exploring my version and seeing what happened

given our history i knew youd ignore it, though this is out of the ordinary

"Out of the ordinary?" This is the first domino that ended our friendship! Ignoring what I thought you were doing, you couldn't handle the fact that I had creative differences! You legit could have been there, zero questions asked, if you didn't pull this shit! We had 10 Main Teams at that point! I wasn't afraid to trim the fat and considering you added to that with events I had no fun participating in, you were first to go! Another thing, yes, I responded (Which is more than usual, you're right about that), I didn't take action! A simple emoticon to something I didn't approve of five months ago doesn't strike as that big of a deal! Do you know how close I've been from comment banning you from at least TMCU_Big_Events? Your whole schtick of "The Villains are winning, so Morshu is Screwed" is not the kind of comments I want left on my events!

I do admit, I should’ve pursued alternative options when it came to Baton Rouge. I wanted to make this as a sort of “what if”. I’ve always wanted to get back into it but I knew if I did after what happened I would be ignored at best and doxxed at worst.

ALSO, let me appreciate some of the sauce here.

"wasn't afraid to trim the fat". "you were the first to go". "I didn't take action".

It's almost as if you're saying I should be grateful. Furthermore, yeah, you CAN comment-ban someone. Doesn't mean they won't find a loophole(not that I would).

Again, Baton Rouge was my error, and I rightly bear the blame. Though I believe you and some others were...overzealous. There are some who were...far worse.

Sean Dawson--what_are_you. Enemy, friend, ally, betrayer. He is the one to blame for all of this...and really, myself.

I let myself get manipulated by him. Had he continued his efforts, he would've had all of me. The only reason everything happened as it did was because of long-held grudges that led me to lash out. A magnum opus of pain and heartbreak. For you, it was an annoyance and huge frustration. For me, a desparate grab onto the old world I still desparately sought.

A final plea to not let go.

And yet...you did.

And I understand why.

The storm will subside; we will rebuild.

That, I have on good authority.

What do you want, Tuff? I left the TMCU alone(albeit after 3 months of tryna undo that one action), then you said I could make my own stuff

So I did. And now you’re mad?

Why?

No... Why do you think it's deeper than it is? It's a rage face, Red! It's not that deep!

*sigh*

Fine. You wanna know?

After what Sean did to me, doxxing my personal address and trying to get my brother fired, I lost a lot of trust in myself and people around me. I became insecure. Terrified. I didn’t want to lose anyone else. That’s why I panicked, basically. It’s why I couldn’t accept you saying “no”. It became instinct.

Up before he did that, I had it alright. I was never in true danger though I knew my limits. With the Covenant attack on Earth, I planned to have it resolved quickly. Though of course that never happened because of what he did.

Hell, he targeted you too. He tried to delete everything you made.

Because of this, I fell into fear. Paranoia. I know my actions were unacceptable now, even if I couldn’t see it at the time. I said it many times before and I say it again, I am sorry. For a lot of things. We both have our own grievances, both with each other and among ourselves. Know I never intended it to be like how it ended up, and that I do still mean well.

Anything more to say?

I guess not.

Also

i also found this on steam and...holy shit