i mean voting games aren't always a fair representation of how popular a user is (for example, one time i got like 90th place even though i was relatively popular at the time), additionally when a user is new, they get a lot of attention initially, and people usually want someone who hasn't won a voting game before to win, and when they see bagel they automatically think "wait they def haven't won before" kinda like how toady was really popular at first
i kinda get that that might make you a bit insecure but don't sweat it dude, we all know you and you tend to be a joy to be around