Yea yea i dont post here that often but im sad and confused so to hell with it

You don’t. I’m a person who constantly questions every aspect of my life, and sexuality got the worst of it. I tell you the number of times I’ve sat up at night (ya ok you got me I’m sleep deprived) and just questioned whether I really like girls is crazy. But there’s one thing I always come back to. “Am I really into girls, or am I just jealous that they look so nice-“ *sees hot af girl* “well never freaking mind” and so on. It’s confusing and honestly I’d give sexuality questioning a 0/5 star review, but sometimes you just need to roll with it. And honestly, who cares how you identify? Maybe you only like men except for that one overt specific girl. That’s ok. You don’t need a word for how you love people. Its ok to be a label-less blob

it’s not so much that more so i had my beliefs and dreams. I used to wanna dress and act more feminine… But over the past few years I’ve dealt with so much bs that the dreams have faded to the point that they’re nothing but a mere memory. A small part of me still feels that way but it’s crushed by my bitter nihilism and self hatred… Sexuality i get can change for people (especially during puberty) but at the same time i don’t want to feel like a fraud just because my heads a little f**ked. Also all lgbtq has been a way to help separate myself from my toxic parents (They’re bad kind of christians and literal cultists)

i guess what i’m trying to say is i used to be all silly but now im just a cold hateful piece of shit and i feel like i just proved society right… and i hate myself for it

“How do you stay confident”
That’s the neat part.
We don’t!

Y’all actually get labels and shit

Yeah we know what they mean, but that’s really it.