I miss you
And I don’t
And I am sorry
I miss us
And the way
You made me feel
I miss my soul
And my beauty
And my youth
But not you
But your effects
And your speech
The words
You said to me
But not others
But I am done
And I can’t go back
I will miss you
And my yearning
For your heart
Will never stop
But my heart
Is the darkest
Shade of blue
Bruised and battered
Confused and sad
Frustrated and all
I’m throwing adjectives
At us
At me
At you
And you throw
Me around a bend