Sometimes, I get agitated. Everyone does, so it’s a big whatever. Being upset, angry, etc.; it’s part of human emotions. I don’t think I’ve ever met someone who’s never been irritated, ever.
And loving, that’s human too. It’s ok to want to love, to feel loved, to cling to the emotion that wraps you up. I loved someone, and someone’s loved me.
Not just as a partner, but as a friend, a parent, a tutor, and more. And love, that’s tied up with other emotions: agitation, sadness, mourning, obsession, and others. To feel is to be.
To feel is to live to your maximum, to twist the world into your eyes and to peer upon each person with a different perspective. To paint yourself each shade of being until you have been changed thoroughly throughout the years. To realise you have won when you lose and to realise you have lost when you win.
And I am no stranger to the world, as full of love and agitation and mourning and obsession it is. To accept the lows and the highs complete me.
I believe everyone should learn to live, not to take shame at every step along the way.
I love you.
