I will: commit to excessive amounts of excersise, I will do pushups, not 5, not 10, but so much that my arms are shaking and sore and numb, take a small break, and repeat this for an hour, learn how to fight so girls can see I am not some pussy and can defend myself, establish a ultra serious skincare routine, it's decent rn, but I got acne on my face and some on my back, I will use washcloths, soaps, and scrubbers very roughly to dig out all debris, stop gooning to build confidence within myself mentally, get a home (my dad and stepmom are working on this) get a bike, not only to get a faster way of traveling, but to also work on my thighs and calves, gain weight, not in fat but muscle, learn how to cook, making protein rich foods and hearty breakfasts are way better than eating donuts, reduce junk food intake, it makes me feel fat and energyless sometimes, save 75% of my whole paycheck for important shit (I am doing this right now) and last but not least, pay attention to everything, i do admit I am oblivious sometimes, and one more thing, don't do drugs,
