life sucks ass, I wanna die but it will serve no purpose to Anything I care about, like I have tried everything to make my parents proud,I learnt this instrument, played that sports, gave this exam, but it's all meaningless because I fail everytime, never was a good son, partner, brother, friend etc, and I'm still willing to keep trying after like 12 years of all this failing I'm still willing to try not idk if I'll succeed or not, idfk because all I do is struggle in vain like an idiot who cannot do anything
