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why?
and what do you mean "dont wanna go back"? youve been there before??

yeah I rly hate it

WHY WERE YOU SENT TO A PYSCH WARD

after enough attempts u get shipped off. my friends got yoinked.

jesus. good thing i always tried unconventional methods.

last one was via poison (their usual method) and they passed out in their room and were out for we think an hour and didn't remember anything that had happened or what they'd done in the last 12 hours when they were finally taken to the er

oh my goodness. thats terifying.

:3 sadly u get used to it. thats why i have poison control's # saved to my phone

wtf you mean by unconventional methods?

not the regular ways youd expect

well it was bcz I had too many suicide attempts and idk my mom wanted to help. I didn't know how horrible it would be so I agreed but I'm never going back again

so what happened this time?

See the reply to Bigragatheoppstoppa.

jesus… why are you cutting?

idk. stress, depression, anger, and I think I might be getting addicted to it.

addicted… to pain? if its just to feel something, i assure you there are other ways. stress is hard. its not easy to get rid of. my only reccomendation for stress it to take breaks. anger is reasonable, and i just take it out on those i disagree with on the internet. probably not healthy, but thats not my point. you cannot take amger out on yourself. me saying this is hypocritical, considering i sometimes scrape off my skin when mad, but you cannot do it. take your anger out on something other than yourself.

idk it js feels good. and yeah ik its bad but like idk it helps. its better then ending it ig

it really isnt that much better than ending it.
what if you miss and cut something crucial?
i never seriously sh'ed, so i cantreally give advice. all i can reccomend is talking to someone who has quit sh.

when you start to get addicted to it is the absolute worst. Ive been there before and it sucks ass. I felt like hurting myself a few times the past couple of days, so instead of sh, i put temp tattoos all over my body. im doing okay so far, im 3 weeks clean, and im going to try my best to keep going. and you should too

Question, u addicted to caffein?

no I'm not allowed to have it

rip, at least you do have a normal sleep schedule

noooo I don't, I stay up until like 1 am writing fanfiction 😭

do you even get an allowance?

no allowance! :[

welp that's the same for me

Hang on what happened man? You okay?

I carved up my arms and legs, its pretty bad. not super deep, but yeah

Jesus man. thats awful. Would you be comfortable with telling me why you dont wanna go to the psych ward?

i've been there before and I rly hated it, ever since then hospitals triggered extreme panic attacks, even if we werent going for me. I cant go back, it was horrible tbh

… What in the what…? AGAIN???

again

... Oh my... That's awful...

yeah I really hate it there

I'm so sorry that you have to suffer...

yeah but Im not gonna go back. IDC what I have to do I'm not going.

mc me if you want to talk about it
no pressure

idk if I will but thanks for the offer, appreciate you

thats okay, im on here just about all the time

She shouldn't be doing that. threatening wards is making your conditions worse. id know! my mom did too. If you're just looking for the pain because you like that, that's not something im super knowledgable about, but if you just like the look of cuts and scars, I'll teach you how to draw them. I drew cuts and scars on my arms as a way to stimulate myself when I wanted to sh, while leaving the marks but not actually damaging me. I'm here to talk if u want

maybe. and she didn't say it out loud, I overheard her speaking to my dad about it, and she hinted at it.

thats even worse. overhearing someone, especially your family, talking about you and what they don't like about you when you aren't supposed to know is just a relationship breaker

yeah idk she js rly worries abt me and keeps trying to fix things idk

I understand worry, but still!

but talking to you would be a much better way to take care of you. communication is so important and no one recognizes it

the thing is she talks to me too much, and forces convos on me. I rly hate it

sorry, healthy ammounts of communication are important

no f**king shit your mom is tryna send you to the psych ward for MASSOCHISM

why?

Just the stuff you post and comment.

rude much??

whats masochism

when someone enjoys physical/emotional pain

well I don't... there's a difference from masochism and sh addiction...

well, (sorta off topic but not really) i've like tried to kill myself and ive cut myself in the past and my grandma threw me at a therapist and called it a day