i did.
And you know why eggy? Because i'm tired.
I'm tired of you all doing nothing but fight. Specifically El.
It's like, no matter what, El did nothing but annoy you every chance he got. Oh and you just followed up with that hate post.
Who could i trust if you all just complained and kept getting on my f**king nerves? El specifically is my friend, someone i knew deeply. But he did not seemed to understand what was he doing wrong, he was not learning from his previous mistakes. Just because he wanted to show all how much YOU haven't changed. AND CAN'T YOU JUST BLOCK HIM, IF YOU ALL HATE EACH OTHER SO GO***MN BAD THEN JUST BLOCK YOURSELVES ALREADY. BECAUSE THAT'S APPARENTLY SO HARD FOR YOU TWO.
I'm done with that bullshit. i'm not having another month where the life treats me like shit and all i can do is watch.
So i honestly just had a mental breakdown on the Discord server, El noticed, and i also started to tell him the truth. Tell him how UNHAPPY i felt because of all this stupid arguement that did nothing but grow. He made more scars than he healed.
He apologized in the Discord server, and probably now here.
I accept his response, yet i'm still waiting for him to actually change.
Do not blame anyone else for that comment. But me.