I recommand you guys to stop ignoring the people you love spend time with them youβll never know when they will pass away I never properly got to say goodbye to my dad/grandpa Keith I was busy with school I still think about how much better it would be with him here after he died my life changed my mom started to abuse me lock me in the basement when I was 1 visiting her sience I lived with my dad/ grandpa Keith I still think about suicidal but i have an amazing friend that thinks I shouldnβt comment suicide I just wanna think βchancewannabeβ for being an amazing friend.