I'll put down the main events in order (btw this happened like 4 days ago)
1: got agitated and had SI so I went into the kitchen and grabbed a knife
2: older brother walked in and started yelling while being 2 inches from my face
3: older brother put me into a headlock
4: ran upstairs, slammed my door, and punched a hole in my wall (walls are sheetrock, it's strong in large amounts)
5: came back down and pushed my dad out of the way from me getting outside
6: broke one of the windows to the back door
7:older brother put me in ANOTHER headlock and sister in law held me to the ground
8: ambulance wrapped my hand and brought my to the hospital
Just an FYI: my sis in law was a manager at a CSU (Crisis Stabilization Unit) and my brother is a wrestler on the way to NXT, so they are significantly stronger than me