Hold up... Your kinda like me, not with the stuff listed here, but how you try and cope with this stuff, looking to help others. Looking to see you arn't alone. And it's both kind and selfish at the same time. And it's cool like that.
genuinely wtf is wrong with me I'm such a sicko for wishing I had more scars, for wishing I was abused, for wishing I was S/A'd what the f**k is wrong with me, I'm so sick this stuff isn't things for someone to wish for it's not something to be romanticized so why do I want that why am I like this why am I so gross and disgusting
