So, believe it or not, the reason I might still be alive is because of Planet DOB, and the band that made it: Date of Birth
So, first off, is with Date of Birth's music. Whenever I have a mental breakdown or any sort of thing, listening to their music helps me calm down the most, sure, I listen to some other stuff too, but they're the ones that help the most. And this has DRASTICALLY reduced my frequency of "attempts"
Second off, every time I feel like I'm worthless, I remind myself that I started working on a Planet DOB fangame that I promised to the community, and if it's my duty to get it done, then I must finish it.