Do you miss that young man? He, who was so innocent as to not understand, to not concern himself with the horrors of man? He, who was never brought to his knees in shame at the wrongdoings of his kind? ...I suppose not. In a way, you've grown. You understand the world in a light that may have never shone on you, blinding as it is. You only live once, Maddox. Learn what you can, follow what road is in front of you. Learn to decide which trials bring reward and which are pointless. Godspeed.