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I WANT TO SINCERELY APOLOGIZE TO EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN AFFECTED BY MY STRUGGLES WITH ADDICTION. THIS JOURNEY HAS BEEN INCREDIBLY DIFFICULT, AND I AM AWARE OF THE IMPACT MY BEHAVIOR MAY HAVE HAD ON THOSE AROUND ME. IF I SEEM TO WITHDRAW OR BECOME LESS ACTIVE, PLEASE KNOW THAT IT IS NOT A REFLECTION OF MY FEELINGS FOR YOU. INSTEAD, IT MAY SIGNIFY THAT I AM GRAPPLING WITH SIGNIFICANT PERSONAL CHALLENGES, POSSIBLY EVEN SEEKING ASSISTANCE IN A TREATMENT FACILITY. I HOPE YOU CAN FIND IT IN YOUR HEARTS TO FORGIVE ME FOR ANY HURT I MAY HAVE CAUSED. AS I WORK THROUGH THIS CHALLENGING JOURNEY, I TRULY WISH THE BEST FOR EACH OF YOU IN YOUR LIVES. IF MY ABSENCE EXTENDS FOR A WHILE, I ENCOURAGE YOU NOT TO DWELL ON IT TOO MUCH. LIFE CAN BE UNPREDICTABLE, AND WHILE I AM COMMITTED TO MY RECOVERY, THERE MAY BE TIMES WHEN CIRCUMSTANCES LEAD ME TO A PERIOD OF SILENCE. WHETHER THIS IS DUE TO MY ONGOING STRUGGLE WITH ADDICTION OR MORE SERIOUS ISSUES, I HOPE YOU WILL CHERISH THE GOOD MEMORIES WE CREATED TOGETHER AND CONTINUE TO SEEK YOUR OWN HAPPINESS AND FULFILLMENT. I JS WANNA SAY THANK YOU TO THATONEMETALHEAD,FOR BEING THE BEST DAD ANYONE COULD EVER ASK FOR,THANK YOU FOR BEING MY BEST FRIEND. XOXOSILLY, WHO,THO WE HAVE ARGUED ALOT, I CAN STILL TALK TO ALOT. SHINOBII, FOR SHOWING M ITS OKAY TO BE MYSELF, THANK YOU FOR SHOWING ME THE WAYS OF JESUS, THANK YOU FOR BEING A FUNNY ASSHOLE. MYSTERYSAJA,FOR BEING A GOOD FRIEND. MORPHINE, FOR LETTING ME VENT TO YOU, THANKS FOR ALL THE ENCOURAGEMENT. TANJIROS WIFE,FOR BEING A GREAT MOTHER, _.MOLTEN-FREDDYS-SPARE-WIRES._ FOR BEING SUPER FUNNY AND KIND,AN AMAZING SIBLING/FRIEND. FALL OUT BOY & FALL OUT GIRL FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE, THANKS LON FOR BEING MY SISTER. PNGGOD, FOR BEING SOMEONE I LIKE. AND JESVUR(RIP) FOR BEING YOU.