why i do feel this way..?

WHY DOES... SOMETIMES I DON'T STAY GOOD ALONE WITH MYSELF; EVEN IF I HAVE LOVELY PARENTS AND PEOPLE TELLS ME I'M HANDSOME? IT SEEMS I NEED APPROVATION FROM PEOPLE LIKE MY ITALIAN VIP EROS LUXOR DI MAIO, THAT I MET IN REAL LIFE AND WITH WHO I WAS FRIEND