I mean… last May I lost a friend to s**cide. It really really sucked. And over the past few months I’ve realized I have a lot of friends who have gone though depression and self harm before, some who still are, and I promised my best friend I wouldn’t do that to myself anymore, so, I’ve been a lot better in recent years. I choose to go on for the people who feel like they can’t. I’m definitely alright now.