hey man, idk what's happened since then but don't kys, you have family and friends that love you and many opportunities in life that will make you feel better
i also hate my life but don't want to end it cuz my older brother keep singing himself and bullying me when i watch TV about old youtube video near him
When I think about cutting myself, I pull out my skin markers and draw hyperrealistic scars, cuts, and stitches. It gives me the physical stimulation of marking myself and the visual input, but in the end It's better.
