i'm gonna tell you a secret here, foxed:
i deal with this stuff too! so does my sister and so does a wild portion of the american population. that doesn't mean that i'm bi, and it doesn't mean God made me LGBTQ. why is that? its because I don't act on those urges. i know that God doesn't want me to live that way. but hold on here, if I feel this way, and God doesn't want me to act on that, why would He make me like that? simply put, He didn't. I'm sure you know the story of Adam and Eve. they didn't do what God wanted, so sin entered the world and the land was cursed. well homosexuality was part of the sin that flooded the Earth when Adam and Eve disobeyed. God didn't make you that way. Your sinful nature compels you to feel like that.