I have it and f**king hate it
sure, I do art and some say I'm "good" at it (they lie), but it's not worth the feeling of dependency on f**king amphetamines, feeling physically uncomfortable to the point of insanity when I'm literally just trying to sleep or smth
not worth the psychological effects either, like taking things that your brain sees as insulting or offensive MUCH more seriously and getting MUCH more pissed than you should
not worth being unable to f**king focus unless I'm really invested in smth
not worth the constant search for dopamine
sure, there's people who use the few upsides to their advantage, and I respect the hell outta that, but people also have found crazy success expressing things like depression, suicidal thoughts, mental or physical illnesses, suffering, trauma, and many other things through mediums like art.
plus, the difficulty of even getting the medication needed for some people with it is HELL
all because some assholes wanna get high on Adderall, and now the government needs to overly regulate the distribution of prescription drugs.