So theirs this middle school girl I was developing a crush but not fully her name was Allison I have a picture of her in my yearbook in middle school... So in elementary I was bullied, had blunt force trucks that luckily nevered had permanent injuries on me ( by a trusted friend turned bully by Lucas another story for another day) teachers that in the past literally bullied me and always had favoritism and always picked the bully's side of the story and weird kid cause at the time I didn't know I had ADHD and autism , starved because I didn't know how to open the packaging in my food and nobody helped not even supervisors, and dunked in trash cans and milk ( my elementary school trauma story's will be a story for another day) but Alison... Alison was kind and one of the only few that was light that day... Obviously I was still weird and tried to control my ADHD and autism but she was still kind and still was freindly and helped me with work and talked to me without judgement... She was very kind and never saved me weird... We use to always hang out in middle school and sat and chatted because I never had anyone to talk to...( Lil did I know at the time there was a rumor developing that we are secretly a couple but I didn't know this lil rumor going around) So we reunited in highschool I still talked to her but she was more isolated and wanted to be left alone... It felt odd because well that wasn't her usual behavior I remember back in middle school however I still chatted and watched videos form her ( she had different taste but I had no one to sit next to so I just stood their with my old friend) ... She was so kind to me I started to develop feelings over the years but not fully... Then before I can even get curious to ask why she was so kind and why I was feeling like I had a crush 2 boys asked Alison " hey are you guys dating your always together as rumors claim your a couple" and what broke my heart was she said " me dated him?! Not in a million years ! EWWW!" it broke me not only because that was a rude answer she told them while I was sitting literally next to her ... But she could've just said " no he's not the rumors arnt true" of something like that but no I felt betrayed as a friend and betrayed she ever said something like that so I never hanged out with her again
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