So growing up I seen my crushes just basically fall in love with another man , reject me or flat out say eww... So here's a few huge story's
Their was once a brown haired girl ... I forgotten her name but let's call her hilda so this " hilda" was one of my biggest crushes in ROTC ( ROTC was filled with my teachers with a bunch of assholes and continued to pester me saying that I didn't return my gear flat out when one of the students literally saw me and try to not let me graduate because they still believe that I didn't return it even though I did and on graduation day I did That's a story for another day) so anywho I just watch from afar and admired her but never flirted... Then one day their was this ROTC practice where your literally allowed to be a man and literally without judgement has a party and flirt with your crush ... So we went in line and I practiced all week to confess and flirt when all of the sudden hilda picked another man... So instead I choose this other cute girl since at the time I had " back up crushes" now " backup crushes" are when I select the most attractive girls in the class and pick them on a scale from best to least... So their were only 2 girls I liked ... So I stick with her... What was sad I practiced my lines anyway and she felt uncomfortable since she was forced with me and instead left me... The only boy on rotc only eating just a banana slice ( that's all we could've eaten) and after the whole party event over I came to see what my crush ( Hilda ) was doing and I saw her kiss the man she chose so I just walked away and just waited for the other class to start feeling awkward
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