Well it was called out for a good reason. no matter if it was your worst enemy or best friend, the point still stands that it’s wrong. at this point you want an excuse to make those jokes.
They’ve made their point, you admit that it was morally right despite them disliking you. and you still label it as an excuse. that’s you trying to get some type of free pass. to avoid this, re-examine your morals and where you stand and think, “is this okay?” “is what i say, think or do hurting myself or others?”
i have nothing against you but you should not do that ok? just say kind words, and think kind things.