YOU KNOW WHAT... SOMETHINGS BEEN ON MY MIND RECENTLY...DOES ANYONE CARE FOR ME AT THIS POINT ( NOT TALKING ABOUT THE PEOPLE I GOT VENGENCE ON LOL I KNOW WHAT KARMA IS ); BUT DO YOU GUYS HONESTLY CARE TO CHECK UP ON ME? NOT THAT I'M DEPRESSED OR SUICIDAL IT'S JUST ... I FEEL LIKE I'M DOING ALL THE HEAVY LIFTING TO KEEP THIS HUMBLE STREAM ALIVE, NOT RAIDED, PROTECTED , AND SEEM TO KEEP LIFE IN IT LIKE A SMALL TOWN... EVERYONE JUST DOESN'T CHAT ANYMORE OR EVEN THANK ME FOR WHAT I'VE DONE... HONESTLY IT GETS ANNOYING AND I'M FEELING LIKE MY WORTH HERE ISN'T VALUED NOT BY PRESENCE BUT MY HARD WORK AND HONESTLY I'M FEELING LIKE THAT AND I'M STARTING TO NOTICE THE PATTERN AND IT'S STARTING TO PISS ME OFF... WHY HAVEN'T ANYONE HELPED, OR ATLEAST DO MOST OF THEIR JOBS... I FEEL THE STREAM IS ONLY ALIVE AND LASTED THIS LONG BECAUSE OF ME! AND WITHOUT ME IT WOULD'VE DIED ALONG TIME AGO! I JUST WANT TO SAY I'M NOT GOING TO HELP ALL THE TIME AND I WANT CREDIT WHERE IT'S DUE!