You may be confusing something. I dont want to be that type of person that judges easily but i dont think in all 14 years of your life, you didnt experience it at least once. Sorry if this comes off as being rude
depression is modulated by serotonin not f**king dopamine. dopamine is what causes shizophrenia, adhd, and parkinson's. its not just pure happiness, its what fires everytime you think