"I Can't Imagine What It Is To Live A Life Of A Human Being" -- Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human; I Feel Sick, Sick Of Myself. I'm Tired, Tired Of An Unending Pain. I've Lost Ahold Of Who I Really Am, I Can't Find Myself, I'm Losing Friends, I Feel So Alone. So, Utterly Alone. Would People Really Care If I Was Gone? Maybe, But I Feel Like I'm Utterly Worthless, I Feel Like Rotting, But I Don't At The Same Time.