Trust me. Where a book may claim to contain facts, God Himself most definitely has opinions. Ask Him His opinion of you.
If He says nothing, it doesn't mean He has no opinion of you. He is doing you the great favor of not destroying your unenlightened perspective. You couldn't handle the truth. Stick with unreliable books and God's current choice to remain silent in regards to their errors. When He states His opinion of you, He may be squeezing your heart in His hand at the time.