Anxiety go brrr

POV ME EVERY SINGLE NIGHT; I TURN OFF THE LIGHT TO GO TO BED; I CAN'T FALL ASLEEP; I START THINKING ABOUT LIFE; I REALIZE I'VE ALREADY WASTED MY BEST YEARS; I REMEMBER THERE'S PROBABLY NO AFTERLIFE; I START GETTING AN ANXIETY ATTACK; ITS TOO LATE TO GROUND MYSELF ALREADY; I DONT FALL ASLEEP UNTIL 1 AM; I WAKE UP THE NEXT DAY WITH ZERO ENERGY; THE CYCLE REPEATS