he said "I think the lesbian phase will pass eventually...I think the reason for it to begin with is that what emmeree did hurt you so bad to where you're scared to get close to another boy because youre scared they're gonna break your heart just as bad." and I cried..hard...emmeree was my BEST OF BESTEST friends and he killed himself on my 11th birthday...which is exactly why I don't like or date boys anymore.
cool! I got a bunch of stuff, my favourites are these wireless earbuds (the go around your ear not in, which is good because most normal ones don't fit me) and this fidget thing
Aqua: and also, the gray thing that you saw there, that was my soul. *has full TP* I should be able to finish your room now, then you can join us for lunch
I watch the next 3 episodes of stranger things with Jessie...she bought me a redbull and gummy worms..then we went to the theatre js me and Jess and watched Zootopia 2
f**k yeah, the first one was barley scary... wait noooooo, there goes my chance of seeing it, I was gonna go with my siblings (bio sister and brother) that might ruin my chance
Well my bio sisters adoptive mom could've brought us since I asked and stuff, they said they'd check it out just to see. we all watched the first one (me and my siblings) but she might not let us see it :(
so Mr.john is a really sweet guy...but he was trying to understand why I have depression and the way my mind is...so he said what he did and didn't know it was triggering for me...but he's awesome tbh...but the reason I cried was because I only ran from the truth of what emmeree did instead of facing my pain and the fact that he khs