im sad to bother ya here but sadly this is about how my mother is very strict, now you might think: how strict well at one point she likes to treat having light bulbs in my room as a privalage, i asked when she took the lamp away in my room: why did you take away my light? aparently i lied about something small, something so small that nothing wouldnt happen in the world if people knew about it, next punishment (even though its kinda my fault i do admit) i was on this site on a device in my mothers room, and she caught me i got scared so i lied about cleaning her room, my mom got this crazy idea to take me to the police station instead of doing a REGULAR punishment, i convinced her to drive me home when we got here and made up another lie saying iwasnt on this site and i was on infinite craft (my mom doesnt know about imgflip and should stay that way) but my mom forced me to take everything out of my room, including the shelf off my desk in my room, whole stacks of paper i had for studying/drawing, and all my books and legos, but this aint the worst part yet, she bought a camera so in her words, i wont "do anything illegal" mf, im 13, im not gonna think about bombing someone, sure i might say it on cringe posts or say in the comments on EXTREMELY controversal posts like: "hey, lets kill that guy" but thats all a JOKE, anyways back to my situation, my mom often puts me to bed, im not 5 and it happens when i do something bad, and the time is like 3:30 pm for example, and i dont listen by accident or whatever, she tells me to go to bed, i get pissed and say: no, im not going to bed before these things get done: 1: i get fed at LEAST 1 plate of dinner, 2: i take a shower, and 3: i get ready for school the next day, we practically argue and lose our tempers over that, and it ends up with my mom trying to hit me or saying that she hates me, i raise my hands, not to hit, i know my morals, but to defend myself, but idk why i still do that bc one time she hit the belt multiple times on me and i didnt even react, i told her she needed to come up with something new, so she hit me more, i felt the pain but i did not care, and then while my mom is angry she throws multiple insults at me calling me a bitch or whatever, calling me autistic and ret*rded because i was in speech class for a couple years in my elementary school, just because i was in speech class doesnt mean i have autism, im 13 years old and can speak perfectly normal now (continued in another comment)